i wished I counted times I go hungry to school, times I would go to school under the rain, trekking to school thereby getting soaked. So many times my mum selling off her expensive wears to pay some of our bills. Times without number that dad would deny himself of good things, risking his life out there, sacrificing his all just for us to pass through the four walls of the box... "school" making us live a good and comfortable life. We're not wealthy family tho but we pay our bills, my parent have been there for us through the thick and thin.
This is camilus and this is my story
Being mocked during junior secondary school of how dull I am, fed up with the rumors, studied my books, got the good grades in my senior secondary level. Things started changing in my life in all aspect but I never believed in myself; I dread failure like death, all scared to do something that involves standing out.
Fast forward, participated in the joint admission matriculation board examination which my results was shocking to everyone cause no one expected it nor believe I could get up to that. After the whole process of admission, screening, paying the necessary fees, I finally got to start my program in the university of Lagos. Studying computer science.
Oh at last I'm free, I'm gonna fly out with a first class, won't do fraud, holding unto God tightly, starting up a small scale business thereby making papa and mama proud, saying all this like every other child will say. But I never weighed the struggles and the difficulties in school. I never placed efforts and determination with it. Oh Lord here I come help me.
Everything was going smooth and so well in school till my year three hundred where I started misbehaving, My CGPA that was at 4.89 dropped gradually, I joined a dangerous fraternity to feel among, I smoked all kinds of things to feel high, e come be like say them use woman swear for my head, aje like I was sleeping with any woman I see, till I raped my female lecturer. am I possessed? hmmm I forgot all about the pains of my parents, I forgot the vows and promises I made to myself.
Used my father's hard earned sweat on women, spent my fees on sporty bet of which till date I regret meeting Ade cause he introduced me to all of this. I lost millons to this app and earned nothing. Is there still hope for me?
Expelled from school due to my criminal and fraudulent activities. No I can't return home like this, the shame haaaa no I can't. I have fucked up big time in that my life is full of mess and so miserable. I wish I had adhere to dad's advice; I wished I never do all this things, so many wishes, regrets upon regrets. No, I got no face to bear this infront of dad. I have brought shame on them. So I thought.
Instead of going home, fearing the fresh way to start from square one, I went bad to my friends. what I do now is more worse than when I was in school. Raping, smoking, robbing, stealing, killing was now as a principle to me, At then I know I was wasted, had to use voice pishing to fake my death to my parent of which they're still looking for my corpse not knowing I'm a living corpse.
I left that location for Benin with Ade to look for the greener pastures in the hustling kingdom (HK), where we will learn how to do the main fraud, if you're lucky you can as well start your own office but in a different location. Ohh, some of us here are into some other things to enhance the fraud and it's is called RITUAL or Deep cleansing which still involves blood.
Things were overly smooth with the few months I've been here, money wasn't the problem but e dey quick finish. During this time I change girls often, I was on the highest level of smoking but everywhere good.
I thought of home again, okay this month end I'll visit home and make a proper apology. Planning all this not knowing before then, he will meet his demise.
After like three days, I got my first ride which I was congratulated and celebrated as well. Camilus, his chairman called him; bia, osi so, oya go buy me smoke and swallow (drugs) for mama Chidu place, follow buy your own oo. no wahala chairmo I ball unto say everywhere stew. Camilus responded.
He got the items successfully but on his way coming back he got into a fatal accident, crushing his brain from his skull and gave up a ghost immediately.
At that moment, he wishes he went home for forgiveness, he wishes he never faked his death, he wished for so many things at that point. He passed on with many regrets and full of pains with 
no gain at the end point.