Hello! Wellcome to my little corner of the blogosphere
Today I have a picture I drew as a gift to my beloved @eythorphoto its my take on his zodiac sign Libra
This took me hours to make, redoing and fixing all details I saw, its far from perfect but I am pretty pleased with how it turned out.
I’ve had a pretty good day, I woke up groggy and confused, I was dreaming that I was trying to save the world with some friends of mine but they didn’t want to drive me to the correct place so I couldn’t do what i had to do … dreams man fun stuff ….
We have been pretty relaxed today, I did take a little walk, it was nice but cold as hell and my headphones ran out of power as soon as I sat down in the bus, walking without music is just not my thing. But the weather was pretty nice and I’m not complaining.
I struggle with mental health issues and I have been trying to change the way I think, act and am…. I probably have borderline personality disorder, its not been diagnosed but I check all the boxes for it… The stigma around that particular disorder is something I’ve had a hard time getting over but I’m slowly coming to terms with it. I do think that if you are responsible and present in your mindset you can change and control the impulses that sometimes overwhelm you. I have been practicing and I think I’m doing alright in controlling how I act and behave but only time will tell if I’m successful in my efforts. There are people that I’ve hurt with my behaviour and they are gonna need some time to recover and start to trust me again.
I am writing about this to open up a little bit here online where I’m safe and hopefully not stigmatised for my struggles.
Here is the Timelapse I promised, it starts with 2 sketches that I threw out but enjoy, the video is a little on the longer side but I hope you enjoy watching.
That’s all I have for you today!
I hope you’re having a great day
Love
Amanda Yrr