This evening I took another dose of my Gabapentin and I told my mother to break the 600 mg tablet into three. Well of course the portions are just uneven so I just took the largest piece because I reckon that my dialysis is not until next Wednesday again so I think the effects would have worn-out and fizzled a bit until God-willing I will get hooked-up again for my dialysis session.
I think I can sleep now but I just chose to be up until I am very sleepy. I do not follow the time anymore like the time to sleep or eat, I just follow my body like eating if just I am hungry.
Also I can use my "up" time to get productive in my own way. So my time in being awake will not be spent in vain or wasted for that matter because I am blogging and earning and enjoying it at the same time even though I feel that I am just overworked.
I've been blogging almost nonstop ever since I created my account from June 2017. It was really something to remember because I had met a lot of friends, some came and then they just stopped, lost interest in the community or maybe their expectations are not meant, we don't know.
But the hardcore bloggers like you and me continued on. But what I am happy about with my heart was I met a lot of true friends in here, friends that stayed at my back and supporting my efforts to take myself out from the impossible situation that I am stuck deep into.
But at least I have some hope that maybe there is still a possibility for my needs and wants in life will come true regarding my health issues. I am still waiting but praying at the same time that my wait will not get wasted and that in the future I can finally hold the scepter of triumph over these terrible health conditions that I am suffering from.
Only God knows about what my life would be in the future so I am always asking for prayers from friends that has an empathy on me in some way or another because I am a believer that prayers does work especially from the people with a pure heart, God himself will hear it and grant it if it is in his will then it will happen.