Yes, I'm still not done with this painting despite only having a few steps left. I don't know, I feel exhausted with life in general. Often times I sleep for more than 8 hours a day and my sleep schedule has changed. I will have very low energy some days and very high energy on other days like a rollercoaster.
I'm on this part now where I call the process "self-destruction". Like I carelessly scratch paint everywhere, not worrying if it looks good or not. Just losing myself or something. I recorded a video and you'll see there how I almost throw my brush just to get this agitated or angry brush strokes.
I do think it's quite boring for my paintings to have a relaxed brush strokes like this one. I love having contrast in my painting. It shows how moody I could be for some days.
Based on the process that you have seen, do you have your own interpretations of the painting so far? Does it move you in any way or is there anything that you would like to see? :D