This is probably my first public apology post here on hive but let me list down first my violations in this platform/community on which I violated the following ( I reposted my old artworks which I posted on steem couple of years ago and also having alt accounts). I am deeply sorry for my mistakes, I am not expecting to have a second chance here on hive but I just want to clear these stuffs out of my mind as I am currently on a therapy on which I am having severe anxiety and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I am experiencing this for four years I think, and it reach to the point I don't want to live anymore.
I am not trying to get your sympathy or anyone on this platform, what is wrong is still wrong and I'll own mistakes, I had a conversation with @adamada regarding this public apology. I am not asking for forgiveness either I just really want to get these thoughts out of my head and I think this is one of the first few steps for me to get better and be back to my normal self.
Sorry for the trouble and all @hivewatchers , @spaminator . Peace out.
This is image is from pixabay, no attribution required but I still paste the link