My heart can't help but get submerged by this constant shattering.
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Every minute of every day, my heart continuously experiences being broken into pieces as inequity dominated the world I'm residing. I wonder how could I ever unnoticed what I've seen and unheed what I've heard. Being observant is like a punishment, is it?
No matter where I face, a wave of suffocating events greet me like an acquaintance; so insensitive to embrace the feeling of annoyance I gathered from within. Embarking on my day as if I'm glad.
The truth is, life is a mess, sometimes.
In this life where peace is so hard to reach and the roaring cries will always resonate in every corner of life, I end up wondering what it feels like to lay in a bed of rainbows and butterflies. I wonder if there comes a time when the ambiance will stay glowing and shining like there's no tomorrow, with no trace of sorrow exposed. A life where harmony dances in the air, tapping the minds of each one.
Can't it just be like that? Can't this world remain be embraced with serenity? Does anyone want to embark on a life away from chaos?
The cruel world becomes my pillow every night, bubbling in my mind until the sun rises and the blanket of uncertainty remains so cold as ice turning my soul numb. I guess no one can't help this heaviness that I have been carrying unless it will be mended.
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The sad thing is, that life will always be like this. No matter how many months or years or decades could it take, it will always be the same. It's like jumbled experiences are being passed from one person to another and they will keep on replaying as time goes by. Complicated? It always is.
The usual complaints about traveling from a distance to a distance and a never-ending journey continue. It's tiring to think of it, but that's the reality that no one can ever diminish till the end.
Now, as this crisis flows in time. I can't contain the sadness as bridges broke tediously before my eyes. How bitter it is to know that the strong bonds were easily burned by injustices and lethal words. When the ego is triggered, this is indeed inevitable.
But I just hope, I am truly hopeful, that if one day this adversity would come to end; I hope healing will be served, including the pain that's renting free in my heart. May the broken bonds will be mended with happy memories again.
May we all realize that the people surrounding us are not our enemies, they're our friends and families. This problem that we are experiencing is what's bothering our ways. Instead of fighting with each other, let's help hand in hand to end the suffering. Let's cooperate and work together as one. Let's not allow the chaos among our fellow humans distracts us from the real problem. And I hope these thoughts will sync into your minds. I hope and only hope for the best.
With these tangled thoughts that wander freely in my mind, may you all flock away from my sight leaving no trace behind. May you realize how eager I am to lose you in a snap.
To broken bridges that have done, may a light will be showered upon and provide healing in no time. May the broken bridges be mended with forgiveness and peace. May the healing be served.
Nevertheless, opening the door towards the knotty thoughts is overwhelming. Seeing the broken bonds around feels so heartbreaking. The world is like a battle where everybody loses. It's painful to note.
Sometimes, it's best to unload the heavy baggage that's lurking from within to inhale a sense of relief.
Are there thoughts that constantly bothering you lately?
Disclaimer: The views expressed are personal and solely belong to the writer.
