There's a cry in my spirit
There's a word heavy on my lips
In the insides of my heart are stuff no one knows about
Concealed in the depths untold are mysteries even I don't understand
I'm still trying to understand who I am
I get confused at the intricacies of my mind
Perplexed by the elasticity of my being, I'm standing far away from the edge of the cliff
I shouldn't be afraid of dropping to the depths below right?
But I'm drawing closer to falling
And I'm scared I'll crash to my end
I've seen worse days,
been through tough times and it seems like I'm about giving in to the pressures on me.
I wish to fly,
but I'm scared of my wings breaking,
I'm scared I'll be struck by lightning
I wish to run,
but I'm scared I'll fall
I wish to walk,
but I'm scared that I'll get beaten on the way
I wish to shout,
but I'm scared of being shut up
I'm scared of failing.