I started to give in to my classmates oppression, I don't have anything to say whenever they are talking about their boyfriend and you know ,I want to feel among. I was in junior secondary school then so,there was this boy in senior class, he has natural dread, not the one that's done oo, he was born with it , I started to crush on him not bcos of the hair alone but he was smart and intelligent too.
My elder sis was a teacher in my school then,she was loved by many students as well as she was feared bcos of her discipline. To cut the story short,on this faithful day, my sis, as our teacher was teaching us in the class , this senior came into a junior class that was in opposite direction to ours , I decided to use that opportunity to make my move.
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I stare at him, so he can notice me staring at him, whenever he takes his head up and look at my direction, I make eye signs to him , I did it for like four times. I just see him standing up and coming towards my class,"Can't he wait till am done in class, has he fallen so hard that he lose control?" A lot of thoughts going through my mind as he approaches my class. He came in and face my sister which is my teacher also and told her that I haven't been concentrating on what she was teaching that I was here making eye signs to him .
That day, I hope the floor can just open up and I go into it or a miracle should just disappear me from that embarrassment, I wasn't only afraid of the embarrassment but I know I will receive the beatings of my life that day. My sister didn't say a word to him, she face me and asked me a question and I couldn't answer, even if she as asked me the topic we were treating that day, I wouldn't be able to still answer, I was not in class that day, it was only my body on that seat. And like I know, the beatings I should receive in a year was given to me that day, I couldn't cry anymore when its get to a point.
When we get home, she narrated everything to our family and I was ashamed of myself. I hate that senior till date ๐๐. Friends influence me but I didn't know beatings can deliver one from influence๐๐,my mind rest since that day .