I am Blessed. I don't doubt that at all. I am a living testimony of God's goodness to humans.
But, life isn't always filled with flowers (FTR, I don't have any liking for flowers). Life has been throwing so many hurdles on my path.
I've had to deal with an unprintable amount of rejection and disappointment. Some of these are coming from unexpected places. It gets worse when you get disappointed after doing everything humanly possible on your part to achieve what you want or to set things straight for another person.
How on Earth would I be able to deal with all these. How can I take all these with a smile? Ufff... I'm only human. I'm not built with bricks.
I try as much as possible to understand my situation and to take positives away from all disappointing experiences. I try to learn as much as possible from all NOs I get. I do my best, but I've noticed that when things want to work against anyone, even the air we breath will be in hostility against the person.
It's usually one hurdle after another. One headache after another. It's a lot to take in, but I've never thought of giving up. Lol. That's the ludicrous part.
You would imagine that whenever people reach a dead end, the best option would be to make a U-turn and look in another direction. In my case, it's just not as easy as you would imagine. Pulling the plug is not an easy decision considering how futuristic everything I've been doing is designed to be.
The manifestation I imagined is one of the driving forces that keeps me going even when it seems like I'm out of options. How nice will it be for the abstract to take a physical form and become reality? That's exactly what I ask myself every now and then.
Like every other person out there who is trying to grind out results through their effort, I'm also looking forward to what the future holds amid all the discouraging and disappointing things taking turns in the present.
I am Blessed. That's all that matters at the moment. It's the consolatory statement I take to heart 24/7.
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