Spreadsheet Friday

Getting productive from a cafe has always been pretty motivating. I get a lot more things done in a shorter amount of time. But sometimes, I also have days when I go inside a coffee shop and just playing some games because there’s really nothing inside my mind. But on Friday this week, I went to get my coffee with a friend and did my monthly spreadsheet check-up.

I’ve been out of freelancing for quite sometime now. I normally go to cafe just checking out the market and see if there’s something worth applying or investing. More often than not, I am also studying from inside the cafe to motivate me to study more.

Since my biological dad’s passing and currently busy with my grandma memorial, I have been dropping everything. I don’t think people ever talk enough about how to live our life after someone important passed. I don’t know how easy it is for most people to move on but I can’t and I am taking my time for it.

My friend said it interestingly on how things have been summed up for me.

That's not even turned upside down, that is being picked up and shaken like a fresh daiquiri.

I guess it was like that. I didn’t know how time has passed lately but when I slow down, all happened within less than 4 months. It’s not even the whole year yet but everything is in fact feels like an avalanche that won’t stop. You know, maybe they’ll stop.

This week, I’ve been trying to find this perfect game for Civ6. I need to make a post about it but I’ve still been trying to win the game and also finding the best possible moves. So, that’ll take a while. I also told myself to start searching for new job/clients which will take a while too. But I am not too worried about it yet. I normally get motivated getting more clients around fall or winter.

I do admire a lot of my friends who can grind almost everyday. Whatever motivates them, I wish I could find the same motivation. But with me, money isn’t really a motivation, I guess since I don’t really have anyone getting in my way of doing whatever I want with my life, it has become a little boring.

I guess you know, in life you need a little hater and opposition. These people always help me find more motivation in life. Like you know, the reason to do certain things just to prove them wrong or be better than the haters. It’s funny but that’s just how it works with me. Maybe working in corporation sounds the right fit for me all along? I mean it has this office politics and people are ranked within the place. Then you get the bonus for excelling and being better than everyone. So,it's all worth it.

Anyway, see you in another Friday and have a great weekend.