"MY FIRST KISS EVENT/EXPERIENCE"
When I saw this topic I remembered what happened between my best friend Mary and I two years ago. Mary and I grew up together in the same town and went to the same college as well. We were best of friends or more like brother and sister who love and care about each other happiness and wellbeing. We always sit in the same chair in the classroom and after lectures we will go home together. While we were in the college my compound is a bit far from her house but she will cook and carried the food to my place and we will still eat the food together.
The friendship grew and became very strong to an extent if Mary sees another lady laughing hugging me and making any suspension moves towards me she will get angry and talk bad of the person. But to me I never knew she was into me already. I thought it was a casual and normal play we normally do just to make each other feel we loved and care about each other deeply. Untill one day, I saw another lady that is staying close to her compound and I developed interest for the lady and was thinking on how to approach the lady. So I told Mary about my intention for the lady and asked Mary to help me on how to win the lady's heart to be my girlfriend or help me talk to the lady since their compound is close to each other.
Mary got angry at me and walked out of me that day. I was surprised with that behavior as she was walking away from me and I didn't border to follow her because she refused to turn back despite of me calling her name. The next day we met in the lecture hall and she sat on a separate chair leaving the one we both normally used to sit together. After the lectures were over she just packed her books and bag and went straight home without saying a word to me. In the evening I went to her compound and asked her what is it with this kind of sudden changed behavior and attitudes she has been showing me these days.
Is there something I did wrong to her that got her angry and I don't know about it? I told her I am so sorry if I did something wrong to her because I don't like or enjoy this recent changed of attitude she developed. I want the same person I used to gist with, go to classroom and study together. Mary looked at me in the face and told me why would I asked her to help me to talk to another lady or win another's lady while she has been there for me all this while I didn't noticed her emotional attachment towards me.
She told me she loves me and she can't stand to see me with another lady in a relationship let alone me telling her to her face and ears about my intention and feelings about a different lady and even asking for her help to win the lady over. I was shocked at Mary saying all this words and seeing her crying made me shed tears. For some minutes we both couldn't say a word to each other but kept starring at each other eyes until I left her room that night and went home. I never knew she love me this much and wanted us to be more than friends but lovers. I felt bad and betrayed that day. I can't explained it but I felt I have betrayed someone's trust and confidence in me that day.
I thought I have broken someone's heart and there's need for me to amend and fixed things back to normal position as it used to be. Mary and I are not officially in a relationship but the love was sincere and real all this past years we have been together as the cause of our friendship. But I mistook her love and care for all this years only for friendship and never thought of extending it to another level because am enjoying our company without putting more of my emotions to it. I know I love her and care about her, but for relationship at that moment my mind has not gotten there at all. After so many days I left her and went back to my room, nights and weeks passed by I thought deeply and reflect on all that happened between us and what both of us have been through together and how we have helped each other in our lowest circumstances then I realized it was real and sincere love. After few weeks of neglecting each other, one faithful day, on Sunday after church service I went to her house in the evening and asked for apologized.
I told her I didn't know it was love till now that she distance herself from me. I saw an emptiness in me, I felt lonely and bored in the class without her sitting close to me. I miss our conversations, staying out late at night gisting and talking about our future and how we both will achieve our dreams somebody. But I have come to realized it now that I truly love her not just as a friend but more than friendship and I want her to be my girlfriend if she is still interested in me. I will let go of anything even my intention for that lady close to their compound if she will accept to be my girlfriend. Mary jumped at me and hug me and took a deep breath then KISS ME.
The moment she KISSED ME I felt something strange has left my body and a glorious and uncontrollable joy and happiness runs through my heart at that moment of the kissing. That was my first kiss as an adult. She said from today, her dream of becoming my official girlfriend have come to fulfilment and we both laughed and hug each other so tight. From that day we decided to make our relationship known officially among our friends, in the college and in all our social media handles we post each other. THE FIRST KISS I had with Mary was an unforgettable event till today. There was not proper words to explain how happy I was and each time I think about the event or experiences, it glady my heart. I noticed I was ignorance of the one person who was there for me for many years and stood for me in my thick and thin moment for someone I just met recently because of mere emotion. I could have lose someone that truly love and cherish me so dearly over a mere crush that apparently didn't even know me or wouldn't have accepted to be my girlfriend if I approach her because I have not express my feelings for her yet.
I want you to know that don't be blind to see and appreciate those people that stood by you and have helped you in your low moment of trials. Real love is tested in a hard and difficult situation and anybody that went with you and pass through those difficult moments with you truly love you and Mary had proved beyond doubt her love for me. This is an unforgettable event for me!!