Life is at a standstill. “An accumulation phase”, for anyone watching the markets.
It’s funny how I use market terminology to describe my life. It’s so far from my roots, but I have no reason to limit myself. The markets are making me money and they really work as a fantastic metaphor for the ups and downs of life. I guess that why I got into crypto. I can relate to the crazy ups and downs, being undervalued for a long time only to become appreciated by the masses. I guess?
My main struggle in life has become where to place my attention. I’m always balancing so many things, but to be honest I like it this way.
The latest revelation comes from an honest look at my future plans. Do I really want to open a school? Well if visas weren’t an issue, I probably wouldn’t be thinking about it. I’m quite happy being a freelancer, but I want to not have to worry about my visa so much anymore, and starting a business is the easier way to do that.
One step at a time, I guess. I still need to save some money if I am to start a business so for now I just need to save money and if the visa laws change or the state collapses, I suppose I will change my plan and continue freelancing and doing other things.
Uncertainty.... CAN YOU FEEL IT!?
I sure can. But I am so used to uncertainty already. The only thing I am trying to get used to now is the reality that certainty may never come no matter how I try.
Still, stability comes from inside. Outer stability means nothing when things get shaken up. The things that seemed invincible can crumble overnight. By the same token, things that seemed impossible can become easy.
Perhaps I was right in thinking that all my dreams were impossible when I was young, and perhaps they have become possible. I can tell you that, as something akin to work, I probably love promoting #naturalmedicine more than teaching.
It feels like one of my many callings. Getting people excited about what we can do if we put our energy in the right place. Finding redundancies and opportunities and coming up with new ways to use our resources. Do it for a community full of people I believe in.
By the way, if you are interested in building any kind of community on natural medicine, let me know. I will delegate some lotus to you.
I suppose my ideal life would be to coach freelance (not a company) a few hours a week, work on building up Natural Medicine (or similar projects) a few hours a day, and spend a few hours a day on music and writing. I could really enjoy that.
It’s not so far from reality. I just have to figure out the visa thing and the taxes thing.
It’s funny. I used to dream about the collapse of the state, but when it finally seems like a possibility, I realize how unprepared we are, and how easy it would be for tyrants to take advantage so it’s no longer something I wish for. At the same time, the end of taxes and visas would be a godsend. It could potentially make my life a whole lot easier, so long as people aren’t fighting in the streets.
Somehow I think Japan would not fall apart as easily as most other countries though.
How did we get from mental and emotional state to the markets to hive to politics? This is the mind I’m working with 😂.
I really want to have some fun soon. I’ve been working on my body a lot and really improving my overall state. Found some points in my neck that help my whole body relax when I massage the soreness out of them. I want to dance! I want to play some video games (it’s been how many years?) and I want to make music again!
Oh 2021 you big arbitrary creature you, what do you have in store for me?
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