I was offered a job today randomly. I just wanted to grab a cup of coffee and make a threespeak vlog but things did not to as planned. I chit chatted with the store owner about where I am from. I did not tell him I was asking for a job but he offered me one. Said whatever job position I wanted and hours I wanted and it was mine. Weird cause I honestly do not want a job but have been meditating on finances and how I have been cashing out Hive. I really do not want to be but set it up to do so while I am waiting on my inherentence that is coming in February.
Honestly, I dont care about anything but making Hive posts, reading a book and being a part of a healthy society. I feel unneeded and unwanted in general. It is like the world is mine but eh the world doesn't excite me. Except I feel comfortable here and enjoy this party of Boise, the North End. I feel young again. I really have no sexual urge but I got women starring me down like I am piece of meat and now jobs being thrown at me. Sigh. What will it take to excite me? I dont know. I think about women just a little and they are on me. I think about a job and they are offered. It is a trip. I think not smoking cannabis is doing me a world of good as far as my manifestation abilities. Also been dreaming vividly and living in another world there too. I think I need to now meditate. I have yet to do that. I feel my connection to God being strong and pretty powerful. Maybe my desires are not in alignment quite yet probably from not being grounded.
My phone's video was interrupted several times, due to the snow, making this video and to make it worse it turns out I forgot to set my phone's setting to 720p as my phones 1080p videos wont upload to @threespeak. @vaultec.
So anyways... Should I take this job for 10 an hour? It is walking distance like 3 minutes away from my house. Guy who owns store also owns the Toy Store next door and is not a corporation. He really wants me to work for him. Its weird but that makes me feel needed but should I just easily succumb to the first thing the Universe sends me or should I meditate on it? I dont know. I am used to making 40 an hour and managing people in fast paced corporate environments. So it is weird. Just weird.
At any rate here are some photos from today....
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