Hello dear Souls,
Wowwww I have had a loooong incubation and I am so grateful I gave myself permission to disappear a little and focus on my mind.
My MIND.
I found it very interesting how my journey for the past couple of months has led me through the initiation of Speech and Language and Narratives.
If you read my last posts I left here you probably figured I kinda had a mental breakdown ;)
Well don't we all have one of those? hehe
Looking back, I was wayyy to much in my head.
It made me nuts to some extent. I can pretty confidently say now that it is imperative to work with our Minds.
Through silence, contemplation and limiting my sight by not wearing my glasses,
I have realized the discernment of how deeply, intricately and widely our MINDS have been programmed meticulously to get to a point today where we don't even realize we may have never learnt to think; perceive and process our reality like an Original Human.
Before that, I thought it was loosely due to family communication issues, dysfunctional upbringing, a ''dash'' of sociopolitics.... until I combed my mind more and more, and analyzed our collective mind and when I stumbled upon RA Schwaller de Lubicz tales of the Pharaonic Mind and the ancient egyptian mindSET, I started to see unfolding before me the immense social and mental engineering that have been perpetuated here in the name of 'Science' and 'modern Progress' and what else of an Agenda that aimed to keep us restrained, desperately obedient and totally spiritually amputated.
We, through the relaying of these limited conception of the world from generation to generation, create an entire array of ''FEELINGS'' that when we trace them really back, those are not from our heart at all!
These are all rooted in thoughts, beliefs and narratives our MIND is holding and repeating to us with the help of our physical body.
Think about it next time you feel something uncomfortable.
Is it your heartsoul or actually only your mindbody?
Am I sad because I think the situation should be different? That is my mind who is sad, not me.
Am I angry because somebody is behaving in a way that is not suiting my narrative?
Do I feel sick only because everyone ever told me my body would behave so and so, because of that and that?
Am I hurting because if that person did that to me it means this about me?
Seriously HOW MANY 'FEELINGS' are we convinced we really feel when it is all, in fact, just our minds response to Reality?
And it works in reverse too!
Is a person 'feeling' a certain way about me only because of what that would mean for their ego?
This was a gamechanger to me.
Starting to see the discernment of my 'feelings' between what is of essence, and what is actually all just a response to what it would mean for my persona?
If we tackle Trauma that way, I am CERTAIN it is a zillion times more productive than the eternal cycles of Therapy.
Sometimes we just 'feel' something because Reality is simply not suiting our script.
So if I drop the definitions, the expectations, the narratives, the theories, the conclusions etc etc basically all that our Mind loves to intellectualize about endlessly, what is left?
Find out for yourself, you're gonna crack yourself up and relish in Life cracking you open!!
May you slay with Love,
KPH