It might not seem so sometimes but for me there is ample reason to be optimistic overall. In truther circles there tends to be a lot of focus placed on the dark agendas happening on Earth at this time but as a psychonaut I have to regularly remind myself that the dark can't grow without the light at all, that there have been so many challenges and opportunities for growth these past two years and that the system structure is becoming ever more pervasive and uncomfortable for so many... that I see the straw fast approaching - the straw that will break the camel's back. The drop that will make the keg spill over as the German tongue would put it. The point where people had enough and will remember the merit of values long decried as outdated.
Seeing myself amidst the mental turmoil of these challenging times I find more and more solace in the simple fact that I am still here, that life has been really good to me - despite all the challenges - and that things are moving forward in a way that I can't appreciate enough.
As if a secret band of hyperspace allies are protecting me on my path and just looking back gives me assurance that there is no reason this should end anytime soon. If anything it seems that the more skewed the mainstream's perception of world events gets the more stable I seem to become on the inside rediscovering new ways to settle in to a better life.
Whereas making decisions about developments in life used to be the old normal, I simply find myself doing certain things these days without any prior warning or great deal of decision making energy spent on making them happen.
Take the garden for example - my lady and I always wanted a garden, wanted to start planting our own food and start working on becoming self-sufficient, working towards it. And by sheer surprise and cosmic grace we find ourselves in exactly that position - still looking after a place with an immense array of opportunity to try out our green thumbs in a house we are looking after for a friend until he returns. Planted my first chili peppers the other day and noticed with a smile just how much this is what I had been looking for, then being suddenly surprised just how quickly it manifested.
I feel I am already in the middle of this manifestation of the new and it doesn't feel all that "new" or "exciting" - it just feels normal now. A new threshold, how awesome!
While I really do not know where I will be in a year or how things will unfold I feel there is a red thread in all of this journey, and that the universe will guide me to where I need to be. Meeting the right people at the right time, seeing opportunities that will help bring a free life about and solidify it as the new normal. The journey thus far has proven that to be the case.
What is my main focus?
Paying attention to the signs, to the cosmic signposts telling me where it is I have to go, and being brave when I feel the old habit of "playing it safe" wants to take over. Once again trading is one of the best teachers I could have asked for in this regard, where you simply can't play it safe. No win without growth and taking high probability risks.
What do I want to manifest? I want to see what wants to manifest and help it come about, trusting that it is for my own good and that I will do everything in my power to get into resonance with it. Learning about the crucial things that I feel will help me in the future, lots of studying still and most of all: Enjoying the time. Really trying to enjoy myself while I am privileged to live a life so many people are longing for. Appreciating it while it lasts and not trying to cling to it too much in case everything changes tomorrow.
Always coming back to: Universe led me here, there is no reason it won't keep leading me places even more resonant than the current <3
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