As I try to pen this down I had to summon the whole of me to do this, even I was surprised at how emotional I have become , how words could fail me to describe in details all that I have been through and still standing, neither do I know were to begin, standing with my friend outside this morning talking about seeing the last day of the almighty 2023, I was just short of words, I only looked up at the heavens and can’t imagine how lucky I am to still be here standing on my two feet, healthy everything in my body and system still intact and functioning well, I’m not on any life or body support system of any kind
You see I was telling my friend it’s a miracle and I’ve truly come to realize how God truly cares, loved and has always been there for me all this while, I’ve never been to the hospital except for maybe checkup, never laid on one of those beds or have to spend a day there, but I did all of that this year and more- was Attacked by armed rubbers, injured severely on my left wrist, was rushed to the university’s medical centre but was referred to the university’s teaching hospital for a major surgery on my left wrist cause the cut damaged a lot of nerves and tendons of the five fingers, after a week in there I was admitted into the theatre to undergo the surgery which lasted for 5+ hours then I was under monitored medication for a week plus before I was discharged to go home guess what the bill here was so much I don’t think I could foot the bill even if I worked for an entire year to do so, but all that was cleared I didn’t pay a dime
I got into several huge debts afterwards since I lost my job, and getting one in my city is almost like an impossible task, then I decided to run a business for Someone which didn’t end well and as a result of that more debt was accumulated cause the owner requested I pay every dime for the business from scratch, that was when I decided to seek for an asylum elsewhere just to escape the heat and breath for a while with a mindset of working very hard to cover up all or major part of the debt I’ve incurred this year alone.
Things went crazy along the line as I kept moving from plan A to B and then C before I realize it here I am writing this at the last days of 2023 with a little bit up the ladder of my off those debts and settling my life for a revamp turned around 2024, reason being that I vividly kept saying this to my self like a million times over
All that I’ve suffered gone through, situations rough tides, bad, like-forever-regrettable experiences and all of the dirty circumstances which I have been through should and would never repeat it self again
cause right now I’m setting myself up on a different pedal up and higher than I’ve ever been in so going to break out big come tomorrow staring the new year, I know often in times past I have set different new year resolution time and time again but this time bro it’s not going to be business as usual I’m taking full control , responsibility all I ask God please Favor me, bless the works of my hands preserve and protect me, give me the strength enabling power and night to push through whatever it is that I’m up against I know there are forces fighting but God says in psalms 91 he will give his Angels charge over me to hold me up in their arms less I should hurt myself, order my step in the right direction, help me make the right decision and choice , even when I totally got it all wrong dear God help me retrace my step and guide me in the right path AMEN!!!
I affirm this prayers in my heart even as I write and I pray whoever is going through any rough tides this year I come in agreement with you that God do it even much more and grants unto you in hundred folds all that your heart desires AMEN
