As someone who is addicted to drugs, alcohol, porn or anything you are addicted to, the first step to leaving that addictive life is for you to go sober and admitting that you need help by reaching out to those who might help you in the positive way and not draw you back into the act.
Been addicted to something bad will not allow you to do the good things you plan on doing because that addiction will be spoiling your life gradually.
Even though this might be different to break free, but it is against the will of God to be addicted to some things, and knowing this, you have to start reading your bible, praying and surrounding yourself with the people of God who are on the right path to lead you through. Once you rely on the strength of God to see you through that stage, he will surely see you through it.
And the most important thing, things that will be triggering you and might want to allow you to draw back, you need to let go of it all, and abandon them all totally.
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