Thinking on paper can be some of the best to be had. Your doing that and I respect those heart felt and honest ponderings. So often we speed through our lives from thing to thing and don't take the time to slow it down and do the work of self-discovery. That is what I see here in these pages. Thank you for sharing such candid honesty. I find it refreshing in a world of fake (everything)!
I think that if you continue to do this it will take you far and wide @joeyarnoldvn. You won't have any reason to shrink because you will be living in action and according to a discovered you. An identified self.
Keep on compounding your spirit my friend!
RE: Oatmeal Transitioning From High School to College, Intro