We are working through our roadmap, absolutely killing it, if I do say so myself. But even so, when I got to this page of my notebook... I will admit my hand trembled (ever so slightly!)
Sure, I've left all the breadcrumbs on chain. Of course I have been telling people everything, as verbosely as possible for as long as I can remember, and definitely for 7 years on-chain now. Certainly - none of this will be a mystery to those closest to me.
I've been making lateral moves my whole life.
Still, there was a time when this stake meant more to me than most other things. I won't lie and say it isn't still meaningful, but I do know that "big numbers" on the internet or otherwise have never motivated me in this life. I am about more than that - I am more than that. If its to achieve my dreams, to walk my path - I will do anything - no matter how irrational it seems at the time to others.
All I can do, all I have ever been able to do, is reassure everyone - that I love them! I am a SYNERGY man - and it doesn't really matter in the end what other people "think" about me - I help everyone I can whenever I can, and without question. And - that includes myself! I am selfishly pursuing my own ends to HELP EVERYONE! What a concept! Absolutely lights my heart on fire, and what better way is there to live?
I don't know another one.
It's all part of the "story of my life", and one thing I can assure you is that I know who I am, and what I am doing. Sure, I never know all the details - I can't tell the future any more than you can - but I have been following my own thread for longer than distributed ledger technology has existed, in public form at least.
And now its time, to click this button. Is it rational that this button click be harder than the thousands of others I have done on a daily basis for many years?
Probably not.
Its also true that "it would be nice" to wait until "number go up". I think it might, one day, and I am someone who has watched the numbers go up and down all day long, maybe for years. While you can't play every game at the same time - we do get to pick which ones we are playing in at any given time; we get to pick the "win conditions" of our own lives.
And I know mine.
This is the moment we go "all in" on our Mithril Destiny - and when you say it that way, if it's DESTINY, then why fight it? It won't work out anyway, so might as well embrace it. Leverage it, juice it as hard as you can!
Click the button.
Destiny awaits.