I've been alone on campus for a full month now since our session ended last month, why?, you may ask was because I just wanted to be alone, away from fellow students, awake from family just alone with me and my thought and the only way to archive that was to wait behind on campus after the session ended while everyone went home.
Unfortunately and kinda fortunately, I'm going home todayyyy(not today actually but three days ago).
I'll be honest i kinda miss home, though i wanted lone time, it got really lonely by the day. And i probably would have endure it and just stayed the whole break but it costs to stay on campus during the break plus i had to start my IT (industrial training) as required for everyone studying my course and is in the end of their third year going to fourth. So i had to go home.
The first thing im gonna do is sleeeeeep like a dead fish, i don't know sleep in school and sleep at home are very very different, i can sleep for longer at home but the anxious environment of thr school makes me sleep less.
If not because of my IT, it would have been really therapeutic at home but im going home to work basically, oh well, i guess I'll be fine at the end of the day.
