Hello hivers. I hope you are all doing well.
I don't know how it started. It just happened that I woke up one day, and the feeling was too strong to resist. Before I knew it, I was already drawn to him. It was like living in a fantasy because I knew, in reality, there would never be us. Our stars weren't aligned. How things have become so complicated yet I cannot let go.
I always admire those who dare to fight for their choices, even though many would get hurt and suffer. It's like grabbing the opportunity and going to hell with the consequences. Sadly, I'm a coward to do that, or maybe I can, but only in my dreams (When I can change the past and rearrange the future).
When reality hits, I would rather suffer alone. It's me who created that chaos, so why let others suffer? I'm the victim of my crime😑. It's a tough decision, but considering people around me who would be affected emotionally and mentally, I chose to sacrifice my feelings. Nobody knows what I went through. I endured it alone. I let my heart break to keep theirs whole. I died while living. The pain and loneliness that's too much to bear, but I learned to live with the pain. I have a lot of whys, but I think some things are better to remain the way they are. I cannot understand it now, maybe I will someday. Some goodbyes were never said, and questions remained unanswered. I left it that way. Some truth should remain untold, and those unspoken words be buried in the deepest part of my heart.
If our paths crossed again in another life, our destiny would change. Our stars would align how we want them to be, and the world would be on our side.
That's all for today, guys. Don't worry, char Lang. See you around♥️.
It's not too late to join @coolmidwestguy 😛hehehe.
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