My life has been through a lot these past years, and some of those experiences have had a great impact on who I am today. Let me address two aspects of me which I've also shared in read: who I believe I am and who I aspire to be in the future.
In this vast and captivating world we inhabit, I perceive myself as an individual who was once lost but has fortunately found her way. I attribute my salvation to God, who, through self-sacrifice on the cross, redeemed me from my sins. Consequently, I strive to emulate Him in all aspects of my life. Admittedly, I sometimes grapple with feelings of fear and doubt, but I draw inspiration from God, which empowers me to confront my personal battles and transcend my limitations.
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However, I acknowledge that I possess certain dependencies that differentiate me from others. There are instances when I find myself seeking guidance on how to respond appropriately during conversations. Likewise, making decisions is often challenging for me as I am hesitant to take risks. Life is undeniably intricate, and this apprehension towards uncertainty further compounds my concerns. About my hobbies, I find myself easily getting bored with activities that once captured my interest, such as reading books, playing the guitar, writing stories, poems, and songs. Even though I engaged in public speaking, I always felt nervous and had neutral self-esteem.
From a young age, my greatest ambition has been to become an exceptional and compassionate teacher. I used to imitate my educators and relish the act of instructing imaginary students. As I matured, various factors influenced my aspirations, including the harsh realities of teaching, particularly when dealing with obstinate students.
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Additionally, my desire to aid the sick and perform surgeries emerged, yet financial constraints prevented me from pursuing this passion immediately. Nevertheless, I am resolute in my determination to pursue a medical career once I complete my current studies. Ultimately, my dream is to become a proficient and empathetic doctor, surpassing my present self. I strive to fulfill multiple aspirations, including providing for my family, repaying my parents' kindness, assisting others in need, and leaving a lasting impact that will be remembered by all.
On the other hand, being here brings back all the recent memories I had during the time when I was still active in writing, months ago. I've already created an account before, as I stumbled upon Sir Tp's article about HIVE in read, and he introduced me here. But then, I got tired of everything about writing, and I haven't even posted a single blog here. It was like I ghosted the community, haha.
Recently, I went back to read to make a short post regarding some online side hustles that writers there might know because I badly needed money. Ate @lhes commented and brought me back here again. It just feels different now because before, I used to know a lot of read.cash writers here.
Now, there are only a few familiar faces, including @ayane-chan. Her name's familiar, and I believe we've exchanged comments on each other's articles before. She's currently helping me on this platform because it also really feels like I haven't tried creating an account before. Everything feels new. I'm much grateful to them and to everyone who has welcomed me in the community. I'm looking forward to this new but not-so-new journey of mine, haha.