Hey my awesome hive friends! It's me again, your favorite blogger from the Philippines, @itsmejustine. Hey everyone! Hope you're having a fantastic day. Things have been a little hectic on the blog front lately – I've been under the weather with a nasty sore throat and headache. Yeah, focusing has been a struggle lately. Just wanted to give a quick heads-up – been feeling a bit under the weather. Hoping to be back on track soon!
This summer, I haven't been able to work at my school, CTU-Main. Got back to the city June 17th, pumped because SPES was hiring! Only 30 spots, though, and they favored student assistants. I was kinda iffy, but figured, why not? Win-win situation, really. The line was CRAZY long – so many people were applying. Didn't get it, which sucked at the time. The pay would have been amazing, but only 30 slots, so whatever. More opportunities are out there.
Honestly, I'm still pretty good even though I didn't get in. The people who did totally deserve it – they're amazing. Seriously happy for them! And hey, more chances next year, right? No biggie.
On my way home, I finally tackled the phone-cleaning monster. Storage was almost full, and those low-storage warnings were annoying AF. Started deleting old pics, and suddenly, all these memories came flooding back. Then I saw this one pic from last year – my first job! I'd completely forgotten how nervous I was. I had this looming fear of being assigned to work with a professor I barely knew - what if we didn't click? What if it was a total disaster?. I had this looming fear of being assigned to work with a professor I barely knew - what if we didn't click? What if it was a total disaster?
Looking at the pic now, I'm cracking up. My professor was such a cool person! We got really close, and I learned tons from them. Crazy how things worked out. I've always been into older people – their wisdom is awesome. They have so much life experience. Every older person I meet says the coolest stuff. It's like a whole universe of stories and wisdom! I'm always picking up something new and awesome from them. That first job? Total game-changer.
I was about to delete a bunch of old photos when BAM! This one pic stopped me. It was from my first day at that job – I was so awkward! I remember sneaking around, checking if anyone was there. My professor was, but they were super nice and helpful. Such a relief!
What's funny is how eager I was to get started. The floor was already clean, but I grabbed a broom anyway – I'm a total workaholic! I was totally cleaning stuff that was already clean! So extra, I know. But whatever, it's funny now. Part of the learning process, right? Those little moments, you know? They totally stick with you. Makes me smile.
Looking at these old pics is like a total flashback! That first job – wow. I was so nervous, trying to prove I could do it! It was a big deal – my first job AND I was making my own money! I was so proud and pumped! I wanted to nail everything.
Seriously, I've grown so much! I was so down to learn and do a good job back then. Every little thing felt important. My professor was awesome – so supportive and kind. They totally boosted my confidence.
I don't get it then, but looking back, those moments were awesome. They changed me in ways I didn't even see at the time. So glad that happened.
This was when I had a summer job and was leading my team. We got free snacks—I was so full! That made me even more stoked to work! I made awesome new friends – people I never thought I'd get close to. My bosses treated us like real coworkers, not just students. I learned so much, it felt like the real deal! I could totally handle anything after that. But, haha, I'm still a student for now. Work can wait!
Being up front, helping applicants fill out forms and stuff – it felt awesome! I learned a ton – super helpful for job hunting!
Yeah, I didn't get the job, but the lessons were totally worth it. Life's wild – sometimes you lose out, but you gain way more. It wasn't just about the cash, it was about growing up, learning new stuff, and finding out what I'm capable of. I'm focusing on the good stuff and all the other chances out there. Life's a rollercoaster – it's all about how you ride it.
So, to anyone feeling down or lost – chill. No biggie if things aren't going your way right now! You totally got this—keep learning, keep growing, and awesome stuff will happen. More stuff will come along.
Thanks for reading!