It's just pure sentimental blabbering!
Today, when I claimed the reward for the first time in Hive. I felt like a teenager who got her first payment! (I wish Kobayashi sempai would wrap this money inside of an envelop and gave it to me! XD)
Which hit heard, thinking about my full time corporate life!
Was I ever this happy when I'd got my first payment as a corporate back then?
How was my earning life before I came to HIVE?
In my last job, they even provided me deluxe room in a resort to stay, with food cooked by some best cooks (One of the cooks was graduated from Malaysia in culinary!) and of course transportation from office to resort and vice versa.
Because I wasn't enjoying myself of what I was doing
But I guess I am just not that of an AMBITIOUS kind.
No! I am not pretending to be a saint! And it's not like I had a very comfortable life ever! And I have responsibilities more than a man in our society which is solely supported by my earning!
I mean I do want some amount of comfortable luxury in my life, but that doesn't comes first! Luxury is just a mere option form me, not mandatory
Getting money for daily living by doing what I enjoy to do!
Why I am being sentimental for this 1.4K over 140k!
I am bookworm and I have always wanted to be a writer.
I fucking love to write. And I do know, I do write pretty well. If I practice and get guidance or suggestions, I can be an amazing writer.
But in Bangladesh these days, if you want to be an author, initially you have to be famous. It doesn't matter How/What you write!
SO of course, never in my wildest dream I ever thought I could earn money by doing what I want!
And heaven by writing of all things and literally writing just "what's on my mind"!!! It doesn't even has to be classy literature!
I sincerely thank all those people who has been very supportive, kind and welcoming since the very beginning! Special mention to Amor, Sempai, Sakib, Minhaz, Sara, Fia, Ash, Riz and all the people from #BDC