~•°Unveil my mask…
See how fragile and unwanted
Those pains made me feel.
I'm waiting but you're unwanted.
The heart has always been a mystery to me. I find its ways both beautiful and strange. You can love the wrong person and still ignore your brain when it tells you to walk away.
I have heard quotes like the heart wants what it wants (I find this quote oddly unsatisfying) Even when a person knows they deserve better they still stick around just to get the bare minimum out of a relationship that won't last or would destroy them.
I'm not the type to sit for hours watching romance movies, but give me a book, and I’ll devour it. And this song? It reminds me of a romantic movie I once watched.
It was about a girl who used to get bullied because she fell in love with her childhood friend. He knew she was helplessly in love with him, yet he kept her at arm’s length. Still, he gave her just enough green lights to keep her emotionally tethered.
Eventually, she gathered the courage to confess her feelings, only to be rejected. But even then, she couldn’t stop loving him. Then, out of nowhere, he started bullying her, mocking her, turning others against her, and fueling the cruelty she faced. And just like that, he left and married someone else.
Guess what? She never stopped loving him. She eventually married another man, but her heart was never truly with her husband.
I have seen some people who love really hard only to get hurt, yet they persist in mending something that was never whole to begin with.
Cinnamon girl by__ Lana del Rey
This song carries a raw emotional weight—it's filled with vulnerability. It tells the story of a loving girl who's fragile and open-hearted, someone who only ever wanted to be treated right for once.Yet, she struggles to express how she wants to be loved in her relationship. She's stuck—trapped by her own feelings. Even when her partner pushes her away, she still finds herself going back to him.
It's a painful reality that many people are facing today. They're overwhelmed with emotional pain, yet they can't bring themselves to leave. Often, it's due to low self-esteem or a lack of self-love.
Which brings me to the end: Love yourself so deeply and completely before you try to love someone else.
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