I've had trouble with on and off anxiety since I got back home. I feel really trapped here. No one says hi, no one knows anyone else. I want to run away from here. I hate the feeling of isolation. I hate being alone. My autism keeps me from making friends and the fact everyone is so far away from everyone else here makes it so much worse
I still am trying to figure out how to get back to doing Ubereats, for whatever reason Ubereats does not let you do food delivery in older vehicles. There is no separation for doing Uber with passengers and doing Uber with food even though it seems like they should. I don't know I'm going to keep trying of course.
Doordash never made me very much money. Of course the other issue is here in America I feel extremely alone. It's so easy to be isolated here, and all the things I would do to relieve my tension in Thailand like going and being in a social spaces is not avaiblable here. Everyone just keeps away from everyone else.
What I did before when I was in America was spend my time obsessing about making and saving money for going overseas. With the autism and not having Ubereats I'm not sure what I can do to make and save up money. I continue to create and upload artwork and designs for print on demand, but it's difficult when I'm trying to keep my anxiety and depression regulated.
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