Hi everyone. It's always very hard to squeeze in a blog post here. When I'm ready to do a post it is right at midnight and I can't get my post up before the steps reset.
I've been diligently working on my print on demand stuff. I've attempted a new ad on facebook, but that has still yet to result in any sales. I'm not sure if I'm focusing on the wrong people, the wrong product or what. I'll have to keep testing and trying.
I spent the day creating a new design for a shirt (and other products) relying on my home city as influence. The last design that I did using a local tourist spot did a couple of sales relatively soon after I uploaded so I'm going with what works.
I've started yet another marketplace on the different pod sites. I want this to be my final "me" one, somewhere I can put designs I actually think are good and personally like that have a more cohesive look. Although even now with only three designs I'm still struggling a little with the cohesiveness. I wish I was independently rich because I'd love to stop trying so hard to get myself into a graphic design/illustration mindset. I just wanna do my weird art. I'm way more into my own weird art, that aren't something you'd put on a shirt/coffee cup.
Here's one of the designs I'm finishing for it. Morning person vs. night person, but as flowers. Before I came up with that idea I just thought it would be funny if a flower was growing out of a skull for some reason...
I"ve managed to release two youtube videos this week on my main drawing and talking /asmr channel. I think I'm getting close to actually doing well with it. I am also close to doing what I knew I should do in general which is focus less on me me me and more on the viewer. It's something I've struggled with, maybe because I haven't had a lot of practice in real life since I'm often alone, the only people that I really got to talk to were therapists, and that's all me me me, my problems, my problems, my problems. To do videos and even any of the other art that I do I need to step away from myself more. And stop focusing on that inner critic and self conscious rambling.
Here's a link to the one video:
ASMR | Drawing And Painting Henry And The Yellow Clown
Here’s a pic i took to upload to social media in an attempt at staying somewhat visible and post consistently 
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