I have been thinking of a topic to write about since yesterday because I always feel that I should start writing more blog posts but it’s always the laziness and unproductivity hit me. Have you experienced the same?
The time that you feel that you have to do something, you have a lot of things from your to-do list, but you are still lying on your bed and mindlessly scrolling. And then you will feel guilty for not doing anything. I think we are all falling into this loop that makes us more think that we are unproductive.
I just woke up at 3 AM this morning and I was thinking of writing a new blog post. For some reason, knowing myself, I know that I need to sleep because if not, I will end up being unproductive by morning and just start sleeping the whole time.
But I tried sleeping again and more hours past and I couldn’t sleep again. I decided to grab my laptop and write these wandering words just to share what was running from my head right now.
I have also decided to drink a hot coffee while writing this. Are you drinking self-brewed and pure coffee? Or instant coffee? As long as I want to drink pure black coffee because I know that it has less to no sugar, I am still staying to drink instant coffee because yeah, it is instant. But maybe I should start buying black coffee from those convenience stores.
Anyway, going back to being productive, I know that one of the reasons why I have felt unproductive since yesterday is because of the burnt-out from academics. Engineering is hard as fuck and it is just draining much energy off of me. I just completed the subject from last semester, thanks to my professor who is very considerate when it comes to these things, I don’t have to re-take the subject and add 1 more year from school.
I’ve been having a headache this past few days because I know that I am lack of sleep. Although I sleep all the time, I feel that it is still not enough because of the burnout. I still feel the headache as of writing and I really want to get rid off of it but I just don’t know how.
I think this is enough for this blog post, I just literally wrote what’s coming into my mind and if you are still reading this, thank you for staying!