I think it is very funny how time moves so fast, or maybe not actually funny but something else. For a while now, I have been having this deep feeling of disconnection from a lot of things and it's not even pretty at all. It weighed down on me few days ago but i'm in a better place now. Although, I am handling it very well and it's exactly affecting anything about me, the fact is still stuck in my head. I then decided to come here on Hive to rant and can you guess what I realized?
It's been about 36 days since I made my last post! That is more than a month ago!! How?! How exactly did so much days pass me by and I didn't even realize it. It is absolutely crazy and it got me thinking again about the whole way I have been feeling about being disconnected and all. I also realized that it is time to actually snap out of it and connect myself back, and I am putting this writing as a first step to that. A new month is starting tomorrow and it feels just about the perfect time to get myself back on track.
Well, I have made myself fresh goals and I seem to be in a better state of mind to achieve them. It's very funny that even if the case were to be that I didn't feel like I was in a better place to get things done, I still would have had to show up because I literally have no choice. Getting to that phase of adulthood has taught me so much. You cannot wait until you feel good or motivated before you do the things you are meant to do. No one is coming to save you. NO ONE! You have to just find a way to figure it all out.
There will be ups and down, highs and lows, but you just have to keep moving. That is adulthood for you, and that's the point we have gotten to. Also, this is the time we have to create the future we want for ourselves and you know something they say about achieving something spectacular? It doesn’t come easy, you have to put in the work. Anyways, that doesn't applies to people born with silver spoon, them 'nepo babies' 😂😂😂. Those ones have nothing to worry about, their lives have already been set since birth.
Infact, I hope to give my children that kind of life, it makes life easier and to be honest, there is no flex in having a hard life. It might be inspiring when you are able to get out of it and make something nice for yourself, but then, remember not everyone makes it out in success. Well well, that's enough yapping, I am so back and there is so much to write about. I went back to the studio and did a photoshoot for my friend after so long. I made boxes as well to curate gifts. It's been a fun month, if I think deeply about it.
I also picked up a book to read few days ago, I hope it's worth my time and dedication because it is a big book. However it turns out, I will do well to drop a review later. I saw some movies which I'd also love to drop a review on. Overall, I am glad i took a break and just found the time to breathe a little, we go again in August. Happy new month in advance, people.
Thanks for reading ♥️