Happy new month to everyone! I pray this month brings you everything peaceful, loveable, joyful, and may you be truly happy.
I've had alot going on these days that I kept cracking my brain around a lot of things. Some days I just lay on my bed and watch the day run out. Everyday the clock on my wall tick tock away on my watch while I just lay pondering about just too many things for someone my age. I don't know if I am putting too much pressure on myself but I do know how the world is cruel to unsuccessful people and the less privileged, and I never in my wildest dreams would want to find myself there.
I know I do not lack food on my table, a roof over my head and basic amenities but there is so much more to life than all of those, and the luxurious life everyone sought after lies in what they are able to achieve and put to plan each passing day.
But what if we really have everything all planned out, yet we are still lacking in many things? This has got to be the biggest joke ever and this keeps me up every night and day just pondering and wondering.
Today is just one of those days with such unfortunate thoughts, but while doing that, I later went on to touch my sketchbook today and scribble this piece I came across in Splinterlands. It's cornea if you ask me cause that's what it looks like but I think they gave it a name which is cornealus, such thoughtful and lovely name for this piece of work. I made a quick pen sketch of this fanart.
This helped me drift away just a little bit from all my wild and devastating thoughts. I speak to my pen at least, hoping it hears me and sees me bleeding inside.
Well going through my own shit, I still hope to be able to put a smile on another person's face just that sadly today I lack all the energy to do so.
I hope everyone is fine! Cause at the end of the day, we owe it to nobody how we make ourselves feel.