I guess today is one of those days where I am supposed to lay the weapon down and surrender. You know the feeling when you are in the gym and you are all drained with no energy spare, but you still have one more rep of 10 pushups to go. Yup, this is it. I have no energy left to write a full-fledged blog today. According to the plan, today was supposed to be a finance post day, where I was supposed to write something related to finance. Stock market study, money management lesson or some general knowledge related to the Money and its relation. But I am not able to bring my mind to it. I am tired, writing a finance-related blog is out of the question. Writing a general blog is still too difficult. But I must write. I am almost there. I can see that lovely monthly writing badge hanging. But I am not able to figure out, Am I at my breakpoint or I am just being lazy?
I embarked on the mission to write daily earn that monthly writing badge and experience the thrill of daily writing. While I am happy that I made it to day 25, I am not satisfied with the work that I have been putting out. It is not the quality either, Perhaps the plan isn't working. Monday Motivations, Tuesday Finance Blog, Wednesday some philosophy, Movie reviews and other stuff. It feels like I am missing something. Not sure what that is, but this daily writing was supposed to help me reduce the stress and not boost it.
Maybe the reason for all this is the shitty health condition that I battled last week. While I tried to write daily, the health updates were really post-worthy material. So I think, it's time that I rethink the strategy to look after myself too. Because I may have found a motivation to write daily, I still need to work on myself and my expectation from the writing activity.
I believe I will find the answer in fixing my Body, Because if the body is constantly troubled, I dont think the mind will be focused or happy, even with an outstanding result.
Hey Folks.
Today is day 25th of writing daily. Its not that I not happy. Its just I am strrugling with my inner self. A part of me believes in pushing through and the other one is askiing me to take a break. When I go into deep, they both are right. No sure what to do. Or may be the problem is I want to write stories, write reviews, do gaming content, write thoughtful post, share insight, Maybe I am trying to a lot to accomplish nothing.
But I need not worry, I know my homies from Indiaunited and BeAwesome got my back. And I am thankful for the @ecency for making my easier with their mobile app. Love that thing.
