For the last 5 years for sure, I had this intense dream of travelling the world.
I been through all kind of shit in my life, tried all kinds of artificial pleasures... but majority of it just doesn't do it for me
The few things I like about this matrix are Magic Mushrooms (definitely a life changer, recommend to everyone) and a puff of a good organic weed from time to time.
What else I love to do, I love to eat organic fruits and sometimes vegetables. I do it for entertainment mostly. I can go for weeks without food and function optimally, climb mountains... whatever it takes.
I didn't reach this state over-night, it took me years of self-healing and defeating limiting patterns to understand what we truly are by default, breatharians.
And I'm not saying you can go breatharian over night nor that you should try it, actually its pretty dangerous when done with unhealthy body.
My point is... few things in this world excite me, when it comes to consumption. Now you know all 3 of them.
Deep inside my Soul, what drives me, is to meet other cultures and see different continents. That's something that burns my passion instantly.
I'm not the type of guy who wants to visit NYC and statue of liberty, I'm the type of guy who wants to do a week long hike to Macchu Picchu and chill there for a nice amount of time. That's how I am, that's what I wanna do. And I wanna document it visually.
Firstly for myself, secondly so I can create some content and upload it here and maybe somewhere else, thus, help myself financially.
No matter where I go, Hive (Steem) will always be in my heart, so this will always be my #1 priority place where to post content. That's how it will stay. I just feel like being at home here... I made such strong bonds in the past, some people noticed me, no matter how long break I take... I will always get support.
So I feel like bringing some really good content here, as a form of saying Thank you.
I can't tell you precisely in a day when this will happen, but everything is manifesting in a pace faster than ever.
It took me quite a long time to break limiting mind patterns that were pulling me back all the time.
I'm telling you, your biggest enemy is fear. That same fear is what your mind/ego uses to regain control over you, over and over again, and alter your life direction in a way where it shouldn't go.
Need to admit, had plenty of chances in the past to start travelling with a backpack, but there was always my mind screaming, telling me its not the right moment and focusing on all the negatives :)
Luckily I broke through that shit now. Mind became a loyal companion rather than an authoritarian controlling my life. Freedom is a state of mind.
From here, I'm manifesting the kind of life I want to live. Its funny to add, soon as I broke strong attachments to money it started coming towards me... Like, I literally hit rock bottom and just decided to accept it.
Like, whatever, if this how my paths needs to be... let it be, I said. Took me quite some time to go through it, to defeat my demons, patterns, traumas and shit... but I can safely say, once when I finally closed that door... nothing was ever the same. Needing nothing truly does attract everything.
Right now I'm here on my notebook, trading... preparing for the next big move, I do anticipate some pump action in terms of Bitcoin, before the halvening
So I wanna utilize that to grab some free money for my travels and some food :)
I'm at peace of mind. My Soul, Spirit, body and mind are in balance. It feels fucking phenomenal.
I was never physically and mentally stronger in this life. Funny to add, after whole life of smoking weed my lungs are stronger than ever... I run uphill on the mountains and never stay without breath. Its simply amazing how advanced these human suits are, when we take proper care of them.
All of this was a part of my huge manifestation to start living the life I want. You know, if you wanna go hike around the world and document it, you need lot of strength and endurance.
So yeah, everything I wrote in this post has a strong why in my reality. Not even sure if anyone will read this, but if you do, thank you for caring about me. :)
I respect you.