Maybe you should just Stop running after people with a hope to find that happiness,
to find that cure for your loneliness,
to fill that emptiness you feel when you see others looking happy
or everytime you are left alone in the night to fight your thoughts;
the thoughts that scare you, making you believe that staying awake is a greater nightmare than falling asleep.
People don't have the solution to these,
you and only you have the ability to treat yourself .
For if you make your mind that nothing can ever get better or that the sun will never shine again,
it simply won't,
but only for you.
Because the sun will shine, things are going to get better, but , you won't see them until you remove those presupposed conceptions.
Our pessimism, our thoughts control how we perceive things and sometimes, even if THEY ARE THERE, WE CHOOSE NOT TO BELIEVE IN THEM.
My love , you already are the cure, you just need to believe in yourself first.
Love yourself first.