I'm hoping that this place will soon become my home - if it is meant to be. It's not about owning something, but rather about finding peace in a serene environment. I want to take my time and enjoy my moments with God.
I know this won't be easy. I talked it over with someone close to me, and they suggested I didn't have to do this. But I chose to because I want to grow.
It's disheartening when people see comfort as the ultimate goal - it can lead to complacency. I've been there before, and I didn't like it. Embracing accountability and responsibility has made my life more fulfilling, even though it's challenging.
I know I have my work cut out for me. It won't be easy just because I've decided to do it. But because I've chosen this path, I'm excited for the journey ahead.
I'm not living my life to waste as you people think because I'm not into marriage. If marriage is for enjoyment and fulfillment of being responsible, I'm doing it and experiencing it now.
So please, no more marriage talk. I'm tired of it. Let me live my life as my God directs me. I'm a Christian and even if my personality says otherwise, I'm on a daily quest of pleasing my Lord Jesus, not anyone else.
I'm not refusing to test or anything, it's just not enjoyable for me. Thank you.
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I have created an "unfiltered thought" series as a way to address offensive statements without directly confronting the person. This allows me to express my frustrations without lashing out.
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