Your candid honesty is so refreshing; your frustrations, so familiar.
While communism appears to be a viable solution, it is no more successful the the evil rich enricher known as democracy. It has never succeeded, and it never will. It's not the model that's the problem, it's people. The model opens itself to abuse. Once you give people that doorway to walk through, the paint would not even have dried before they'd be storming through it. Communism is doomed to fail because of human nature.
But take heart. There is a new way, a better way. It will certainly take a few decades to realise, but technology has now brought us to the point where theoretically it is possible to govern by a fair system of mutual consensus through blockchains.
Something like this: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/E-democracy used over a blockchain. Everyone gets an equal say and the ultimate action is determined by a completely unbiased and immutable smart contract. It can't lie, cheat, steal, abuse or follow any alternative agenda.
It doesn't have a name yet, I'm still thinking of one, but it's not my invention, just my discovery of a natural progression. It IS coming. I'm a futurist, it's my job to foresee these things.
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