*A quick note that I get a tad real in this post so if you don't vibe with that please scroll <3 (also if there is any generally preferred way to tag ptsd stuff on here please let me know)
oh man I am fighting to get that hivebuzz tour introduce yourself award. Plus, I accidentally used a bunch of my resource credits last night trying to post pictures. I for the life of me cannot figure out how to put them up on ipfs first so that it doesnt put strain on the blockchain. I know how to get things into ipfs I just don't know how to make the picture posts with a link to the image instead of a filepath.
It is so absurd. I can run a whole cabin with solar, I have esp32s coming to set up a lora mesh network of absurd distance, heck the laptop I am on right now has a windows 7 sticker, I love messing with tech but the simplest easiest things evade me.
That is the reality of living with fibromialgia and the after effects of a TBI though. The neurological damage and resulting cognitive impairment that comes from trauma is no fucking joke. So wear your helmets and get the brain rest you need because helmet hair lasts an afternoon but brain damage lasts a lifetime.
I am proud to be openly brain damaged, disabled, and mentally ill. I am not happy to be those things but they impact every aspect of my life and so I treat them as the normal part of my life that they are.
It was frustrating to not be able to post on my most recent obsession at all today but This will cause me to be a bit more focused in not wasting my ability to post.
I like it here, I am really looking forward to getting to know this new side of the internet