Every day the doubts in my mind stop me from doing awesome, interesting things.
I've worried about posting my introduction for days. Not because of what I want to say or how any of you are going to react to me.
No.
My anxiety comes purely from the negative voice in my head - no-one will be interested in anything you have to say.
I even know where the voice originated. It still tries to keep me down, tries to subdue my spark.
So as I was doing the washing (which I'll write about another time), I thought, 'Fuck you, voice. I'm worth listening to!'
Are you allowed to swear on here? I hope so, 'cause I just did.
This is me.
I like stuff but not too much stuff - I tend towards minimalism. My husband really likes stuff. He also likes to leave it lying around the house, on display, so I can enjoy his stuff in all it's glory.... All of the time.... And he never puts it away....
I would take a photo of his stuff but he gets a bit funny about things like that.
Here's a list of the stuff I can see right now:
- clothes on the spare bed - all of them
- tools and bits on the verandah table
- shoes by the door
- 4 empty Coke Zero bottles on the coffee table
- a kilt hanging on the dining room chair
Now it's only fair that I provide you with a balanced view of our household, so here's the stuff I leave lying about:
- 2 cattle dogs
- a black kitty
- knitting
- my 'crugs' are by the door (kind of a cross between crocs & ugg boots)
- empty coffee cup
- kindle
Things I like include reading apocalyptic, zombie and dystopian fiction, working from home, coffee, gardening, ducks, chickens, coffee, staring out the window while I'm working, clouds and coffee.
There you go.
That's a bit of me. Not all of it. I don't want to waffle on for too long.
