hey hey, it's ruan.
a lot has changed since i was eleven! (shockingly.) i'm going to re-introduce myself.
first off, just read through my old posts and i am LIVID. they're funny to look back on all these years later, but i'm still cringing immensely.
although i am very different, a few things that has stayed more-or-less the same is the youtubers i watch(ed). i still to this day, watch and enjoy LDShadowLady, IHasCupquake, LaurenzSide, and Gloom. something i though was funny is that i just finished watching IHascupquakes "Little Nightmares 2" play-through then saw i had mentioned the first game here.
also, i don't talk (or type.) with proper grammar... sorry.
i also don't really capitalise letters because i think they look ugly. do expect mainly lower-case.
i have almost no idea how this website works.
(putting it softly.)
but here is a little about me anyway!
my name is ruan, and i'm a whopping fifteen!
i feel old.
i enjoy gaming and anime, as the average teen does.(?) i also cosplay, which is the main reason i am returning here. though, if you wanna check out my cosplays i mostly post them on tiktok, if you wanna check me out my account is @marowaked
if you couldn't tell by that username, i am a pokemon enjoyer. my favourite of the anime is indigo league! although i haven't actually seen basically any of the other seasons... (i plan on watching them soon!).
also, my username... i never use it anymore, i normally use something to do with fairies rather than pixies now, and i was quite heartbroken when my mother told me i couldn't change the username.
i also like reading. but i mostly read fanfics, sometimes i read manga though. (+some occasional random books.) the only manga i actually own right now is a few haikyu!! manga. it is not where i put a lot of my money... to put it lightly.
I DON'T KNOW HOW I HAVEN'T MENTIONED THIS YET, BUT I LIKE GENSHIN IMPACT.
cough cough, i have spent a good few hundred dollars on the game...
to be honest, money well spent.
my current team is hu tao(c0), xingqiu(c5?)/kokomi(c0), sucrose(c2?), and ayaka(c0).
that probably is very confusing if you aren't familiar with the game, i am now realising that.
some other games i very much enjoy include: omori, sally face, the walking dead, (specifically the games, if you try to talk to me about the show i will be clueless.) hatsune miku project sekai, pokemon, undertale, deltarune, and a many many more.
i really do love undertale and deltarune. genuinly i could talk about those silly little games and the silly little characters and their silly little lives for so so long. (and i have! to a few people.) but! i shall not here. for now, anyway.
some animes i like a lot include: sk8 the infinity, toilet bound hanako-kun, and demon slayer, but i like a lot more!
i plan on watching spy x family soon, i hear it's good but i am yet to get around to watch it.
ah yes, i still do gymnastics, by the way. i have improved greatly since i was eleven. (i think?).
i also make video edits... though i haven't in a hot second, aha... my edit account on tiktok is @starsfizz or my ~super old~ edit account on instagram is @k0dzukn i believe. (seriously, it's really old. i think my last post on that account was late 2020. though i suppose it's not as old as this account that was left to rot.)
hmm, okay. a few other things i enjoy...
crystals! i like crystals. also tarot, but i don't feel like gushing about that right now.
i like the sims 4, i don't have a computer (shoutout to my mom @ryivhnn for always letting me steal hers. she's a real one.) so i now mainly just watch youtubers play it. but i do own the game and quite a few packs.
ALSO, update on my whole "i hate pink" situation... my room is painted pink and it is filled with many pink decorations. it's not my favourite colour, but i do enjoy it.
i actually wanted my room to be green but i didn't like the paint options so i went with pink instead. half regretting that now, but it's okay!
as much as i do love talking, i'm going to have to wrap this up for now. my back hurts from this stupid chair (it's a piano stool, i don't have a chair for my desk.) and it has gotten quite late. it's almost midnight. :')
see you.
-- love always, ruan.
ps, one of those "random books" is: the perks of being a wallflower.
i am not going to sign every post like that, i just thought it was fun this once.
(double shoutout to my mom for managing my account.)
@ryivhnn ur cool ig