Yesterday, I posted a very disturbing and awful post which I regretted a lot. So here am I editing the said post into a Sunday Currently although it is already Monday today. But rest assured that these were the highlights of my very sad Sunday, and I hope you forgive me for posting such content online.
I was so busy yesterday because I cleaned our room, and then went straight to the airport to fetch my good friend, Katreena, who's coming from a month-long vacation from Philippines. Even though it was so tough to function well yesterday, I still went to Dubai because I want to welcome her. And also I got extra time before I went to Dubai, so I went straight to Miniso and found a small sketchbook which I absolutely adore!
So please let me share to you some of the things I did yesterday along with random snapshots while riding the bus/train.
R E A D I N G product ingredients at Miniso. What I learned from my most-trusted skin care guru is that when the first listed product is Aqua (water), then it's probably mostly water, especially those that are in the lower price range. Meaning it is not as concentrated and would probably not work wonders to your skin. Although she also said to still try products and see the effect yourself.
Check out Renee of Gothamista's channel over at YouTube now if you are also a skin-care junkie like me!
W R I T I N G #steemit ideas on paper! I actually have a steemit notebook now so I can write random ideas down. I find it easier than typing on my phone.
L I S T E N I N G to people's murmur and bus' occasional halts. I usually have my earphone on, but I didn't have phone going to Dubai. Going back home (Ajman) though is another story because my friend brought my Mom's phone with her which I use now. Hooray for more photographs! I am using my Instagram again at @allyssaolaivart, follow me if you want to connect.
And I also made a new Instagram account solely for my #blackandwhite snaps @1111grays. The goal is to post 1,111 photographs before the year ends!
T H I N K I N G of what to do once I'm back in the Philippines. The options are not many, and I suppose I know myself enough to not do something halfheartedly or else I'll suffer the consequences later on. But I honestly want to join exhibit and sell works.
S M E L L I N G baby cologne.
W I S H I N G for my mind to stop thinking of the worst case scenarios. I can get so freaky and annoying when I start panicking.
H O P I N G for things to finally be in my favour this Thursday. I want to go home and forget about everything that's happened.
W E A R I N G my current favorite top with ruffles and my quite heavy pair of pearls!
L O V I N G the courage I showed when I told someone how I really feel.
W A N T I N G to see someone so very badly, but it's just impossible. I can only surrender to my feelings.
N E E D I N G coffee. I miss drinking coffee, it hurts. But I am still palpitating so very often.
F E E L I N G mentally sick more than the usual. My panic attacks are not funny, albeit mild. But the way my ind behaves is very disturbing. And I always fail in loving myself more which is really, really, really sad. I wish I see myself the way people see me.
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Namaste!
