I had a really difficult weekend.... I went thru a lot physically and mentally. I really just needed someone to talk to. Someone to hear me out. Someone to listen.
I guess that lead to stupid actions on my part. I’m at my lowest point and need someone to speak to . So I call the guy who was my best friend . The one who promised to be there for me when I needed him. I wasn’t looking to talk to the man I loved . I just needed someone to talk to.
Sometimes we just have to deal with things on our own I guess. Sometimes we have to deal with the fact that , my problems aren’t anyone else’s problems. And other times , you have to deal with the fact that some people don’t care either. It’s been a crazy past few years for me. Filled with ups and downs .... and many life lessons.