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I am a manifestor of an exceptional kind. I ask for something and I receive it almost instantaneously. I will give you an example. Recently, I applied to the Thai Ministry of Education (MOE) for an Education visa. I applied at the end of June, and almost at the same time, I booked my ticket to Laos to do the paperwork for the beginning of August. I knew that the visa would be approved, and I would be fine with the timing.
As it happens, the MOE is changing up their paperwork systems, and it was going to take longer than expected. I received an email from the school telling me this. I told her I had already booked my ticket, and I couldn't change it. She told me she would let me know a week before my ticket was booked, if I had received the visa or not.
I sat there patiently. There was no fear in my heart. I knew that my visa would be approved just in time. Just for kicks, I set up a date for the approval, in my head. I said it would be approved by July 27th. It was approved by July 25th, but I received all the paperwork in hand by July 27th.
We Are All Constantly Creating Our Reality
Perhaps the reality of the MOE is that they were going to delay my paperwork, and if I had believed it, it would have come true. If I had believed it, it would have exactly that. But I didn't believe. I knew that I would be able to use my airline ticket exactly as I wished, and everything would work out perfectly. My reality was stronger than the MOE's. My belief was stronger than the MOE's.
When two forces meet each other head-on, there is always a collision of vibrations and one vibration always falters in comparison to the other. One is always stronger than the other, beating it down in a way. Because energy can never be destroyed or created, it doesn't mean that one energy disappears, but in fact, it is changed by the other's more powerful energy.
We all have the power to change the world around us in the way that we wish. We can change the world in a manner that we truly desire. If we want to have flowers by our bedside every single day, then that is a reality that is absolutely possible. For example, a florist might move in next door to you, whom you become fast friends with, and who gives you her leftover bouquets every night when she comes back home after a long day of work.
That's how powerful our desires, and beliefs are.
The Universe Wants To Give, But We Stand Off
The reality is that the universe wants to give us more and more and more every single day. But in our limited realities, we are standing away from the universe, refusing the gifts that are coming our way. We refuse because we are scared, or we feel unworthy.
We tell ourselves, I'll accept these gifts once I have become more worthy of them. But what is worthiness? When do we truly become worthy? Didn't we become worthy the day we were born? The circumstances that had to be created exactly perfectly for your conception are miraculous and not even fully understood. So you are here, and thus, by the fact of your being here, you are worthy.
You don't need to do anything in order to be worthy. You already are.
Why are you refusing the gifts that are coming at you? Say yes, over and over again, to everything.
So Much Guilt About Receiving Goodness
There's so much guilt that has been installed into our brains for the act of receiving. We worry about receiving. We believe we are worthy of it. We think we already have too much. We worry that there are others who don't have anything. We compare and we belittle ourselves.
The universe doesn't make any mistakes. If we are receiving, it means, we are worthy of receiving. If we are not receiving, then that means the same as well.
But we have to justify everything and boil it down to a formula. There are no formulas in the real world. Everything happens by the accumulation and matching up of vibrations and energy structures. We can control it all if we believe we can.
We can create the reality we want and receive everything we want. We just have to be willing and able. Unfortunately, most of us are too busy justifying our unworthiness to receive the goodness that the universe is sending our way.
Stop doing that to yourself! Right now.