A few years ago after I saw that I could never attend church physically again because of bone complications that really made it hard for me to walk the flight of stairs leading to the locale of our Church and the difficulty in my breathing as well in doing it I just decided to request for a home mission service so that at least I could get updated with hearing the word of God here in the comforts of our home.
It got approved because of course I have a valid reason I just couldn't do it anymore in preparing and also going physically to attend church considering that we have to attend three times in a week because we have a worship service, prayer meeting, and the weekly Thanksgiving.
At first I am getting three times weekly service with the aforementioned fellowship types. Then they combined the Prayer meeting with the worship service to save maybe time and effort which is okay since I am just listening and watching on the monitor the pre-recorded files for myself and my mother. The Thanksgiving activity celebration is a very long fellowship so it is done in other days per week.
The recent church worker before this one that is assigned to me is just notoriously tardy, the current one is less tardy but still tardy in bringing me the recorded files. The bad thing is that they said that the workers assigned would not rotate so I am stuck with this one which means that I will not get to listen to recorded activities regularly and it has been like that for a while now.
It had come to the point that it is just the church worker's discretion if they would come or not. It should be regular but they have their own reasons and I do not know if they are valid reasons or not but it is not favorable for me because I already had skipped a lot of these recorded files to view which is why my spirit is weeping.
Maybe I just have to ask if I could be assigned with a different church worker, I have an idea whom I wanted to request with so that I will not get too many skipped days of not hearing the word of God from mcgi.org. I just wished thta I could ever walk again or at least possible for me to attend church without the feeling of pain and exhaustion being done by my body against me but I am always trusting God because I know the he truly knows what is the longing of my heart about these matters and all.