There is this drug called "Plasil" that I was using that is used to treat nausea many years ago and I had a lot of it during the times that the level of toxins in my body is very high, when I was just at the start of my dialysis treatments. The reason for it was that I am not getting a good quality dialysis. Too bad that I started my dialysis where they just are not keen on quality but only keen on collecting money from the patients.
Actually I am not getting a good quality clean but relative to my past it is much better now because I was using a more efficient "filter" or dialyzer as we call it which has bigger holes so that more bigger molecule toxins would pass through more easily. I haven't had that realization until I learned about it a few years ago.
So later I when I was earning enough I just decided to opt-in for that kind of we call "highflux" dialyzer which cleaned my blood much better, so much so that I never get that urea breath unlike before where I might fertilize a crop by just breathing on it.
It was a terrible experience when you have a urea breath because it means that your creatinine levels are up as well which means that you are also suffering from a nausea. Well I suffered from it for many years that I salivate and just close to vomiting only to get relieved temporarily by a mediocre dialysis treatment.
It is just bad that I belong to a country where medical standards are low and is just characterized by what the patients look like particularly at dialysis. That is why I am like this now, struggling with how to get rid of my water weight issues because my incompetent nurses are just too afraid to do it which should not be the case but is really happening now and I am a victim of it.
Anyway, my last night's bout regarding my nausea is really terrible and I am lamenting about it everyday. I just hope that I will graduate from all of these misery because it has been too long already and I am sick of it. I am also thinking that laying down after taking it just makes things worse so for now I will not take it while lying down and maybe watch TV sitting up until my stomach got rid of it to my intestines, it should work. May God help me.