Hello Steemit friends, there comes a moment where the worst possible thing in life can just happen, and the worst possible thing becomes your biggest blessing. I am praying that this is that blessing.
10 months ago I found out that my daughter Nala Rose Ford was going to be born. I looked my fiance Nikki in the eye's and said, "My daughter is not gonna be raised in our shitty apartment." Then I got beyond lucky...I found somebody who would do a rent to own with me until August. In the process I completely fixed up this house, made my daughter's room look absolutely adorable, and built my credit up with only one goal in mind....to be a home owner, proud father, and husband.
Then today at 4:30 pacific time, it felt like my entire world came crashing down. I got a call from the bank saying my loan would not approve the amount requested. Then I got a second call from the owner saying that I have one month before I have to move out of his home.
I truly believe this is going to be a blessing in disguise, and that everything happens for a reason. But with a newborn baby I am praying that this blessing happens sooner then later. I do understand that this is not the initial home I wanted to raise my beautiful family in, but I worked so damn hard to make it mine. I invested everything into this house, and was so proud I brought my beautiful daughter into it.
I apologize to all my steemit friends and followers for putting a sad post into the atmosphere, but this is one of the scariest moments that has happened to me. I expect nothing but the best from this point forward, and I know that where we will be in a year is going to be ten times better.
Thankyou for taking the time to watch this vlog, or at least read the blog. Please have a great day and know that you are all amazing. STEEM ON!
