Maybe you're twisting things a bit?
You always drew inspiration from what Datsik accomplished. His creations and he as a public figure is what drove you.
You never knew anything about Datsik himself, and whatever happened to him doesn't change the source of your motivation.
Carry on. Dub.
I ask you to visit this post and look up the socializing section. Your posts are great and you share stuff relevant to people who have the same interests, but they haven't seen you yet.
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