My mom called me up today morning. Her tone was heavy and tensed and sad. More unlikely to her natural happy and chirping voice. I asked her if everything was alright! Her reply broke my heart. She had a colleague for almost 10 years now. The colleagues daughter had attempted a suicide over a bad breakup with her boyfriend. The once talented and bubbly girl was now lying in death bed with only indicators on ventilator screens being the only evidence that she was alive. "She is 21 and she is going to die," my mom said with a heavy and hoarse voice. She had probably cried all night!! I tried to console her and failed. I hung up on her.
The next thing I am doing is to write this up here. Your life is precious. Don't kill yourself. Please don't take the life out of you for your problems. No matter how big they are and how grave they sound. Your problems are not bigger than your lives. They are not worth taking your lives.
Think of the investments that you have made in your life. All those stupid long years in schools and colleges. All those bulshit hours that you spent in office cubicles trying to make some money to be happy and all those abuses from your boss which you didn't react to because you wanted that job and money. Now if you quit on your life because you are unhappy with something else it is not going to do any good. Please don't kill yourself.
You are already struggling, you are already in pain! Don't give up.. Get a reward from it