Always tired of the wage slave thing. On to keep the dreams blasting through all the b.s. So many times down around, felt like your held down. I come around to get down! Make it different, make a difference! Just so many years and times surviving, I do it just to keep the dream alive. Had nowhere to go but hold ground. Hodl on!! Today should not be too bad, may not be super long. Then I can come back to keep building up.
Go with a rhythm even switch up the routine, stay on the same thing. Right now it's just to get though the daytime and see what I can come up with in the afternoon/nighttimes. I just don't want to be too busy or tired, that's what wage slavery is like. Takes away the energy and inspiration, getting burned out. The society has all the peoples nose on the grind stone, it's extreme. Don't want to be complete subject to that and let it rule me. Break free, I have a mind with a story, something to say, beyond all the consumerism grind.
Well, alright now, off to do the days duty. Will make good of it. Can't wait to get back to the garden, plant things, pick berries, enjoy that bit of sun now that the cloudy/rainy days are over (lasted about a week). In a fairly lucky time right now where the family's work here is fairly steady for now. Should have enough to have a break and relax sometime soon. Will buy one ticket for this music festival too. Can afford it. Just going for one of the days. Give myself something to look forward to. Hopefully can go on more walks soon. That's what I like to do from time to time - walk and think.
