Whew! I think I can breathe in a moment of life! Great! Yea, what a hectic time. The fam needs to recover, we all need to heal, re-covering life. Come back as is. I think it is crucial camp time! I feel a chance to live, to be vibrant! Must seize it, sized it, now to surmise to surprise it.
Everybody here at home base should stop working and get busy! I have rested up, I have invested in my know how and knack. Now is time for the real boost track! Many past memories are coming into the fold, I'm not in a role, to so much control. See what is and what could be done with expression. All the hidden hints and quirks that tell a story.
I'm getting back to flashback memories, remember the cognizance of that being. To stay true to self and not so much the culture that failed to 'raise' you. Yet yer not so much alone knowing it to the bone. To see any and all so called existential crises, people cannot escape the crises or gripe with licence until we can speak very reality into being with out a hitch or devious devices, that's not to say we cannot be mischievous divisive in our spiciness!
Just know I somehow gotta keep the kinetic flow to genetically grow to help the next and this generation know they are not alone if we can cross pollinate ideas to know. That is something that could be shown. When the new generation satires the old generation then that is the time for cross cultural communication!! Don't be an oldy that only adopt the new generations tricks, rather synthesize the synthesis of knowing about not knowing and also what you always already knew yet forgot or did not know the words on how to spell it out at the time.
Now's the time to take a hike into my own mind a little bit. Come back to spit it out legit, slit open the secrets of the pit and let it rip! Expose to learn to get to the safe learning and earning environment. Restore dignity to all peoples is the only mission.