Aha! Moment. How to conquer inner troll and all outer trolls! You would have to politically engage yourself! That would have to go for me too, what greater stumbling block than yourself! Is that not the whole trial of life it could seem, that a person is judged on weather they practice what they preach!? You look at yourself and even what you put out on social media. Act like that persona is a stranger to you. And you are trying to get to know them. You get to know yourself just like anyone else, except only YOU know your own experience and no one else!
The expression on social media is a mirror of aspects of your social self. Yet it's the media itself that has a physiological effect. I feel different creating a post on a computer v.s. cell phone, when I write on pen and paper and transcript to text on a screen the words seem to have a different emotional disposition than if I wrote only on screen. I'm not too sure about VLogging. I am shy in ways but what about a voice recognition that writes in text what I am saying!? I would edit it. I will look into it. The audio seems superior to the eye catch rhythms, perhaps I would do spoken word works on dmania some day. First I need a theme. A direction.
The opportunity is to work these mic nights. I am able to borrow Electo drum set. Weekend open mic in local town set for January. I am sure I will find themes to work with in the creative process. I'm having opportunities to gear up and a place to play lately. Had fans at the open mic that wanted me to play tonight. Didn't for private reasons. It's more a gear up, get practiced, get good, get comfortable, get go!!
I like being here just saying everything in my brain to the interweb realms. This is part of that opportunity. Alright, I be good! power up! steem on! Shut up, and rock it out. Whao-oh! It's like all the geeked out freaked out feels and vibes aren't getting to me. 'Cause I always remember, don't panic! No One is in Control!
