I noticed that every time I am thinking of a negative things to happen, these are those things that I don't want to happen in my daily job, it happens 80 percent most of the time and every time I wish for a positive things to happen which is a less patient coming in the hospital only 20 to 30% of what I am thinking positively happens. Which makes me feel like it is a bad luck. But I still these percentages are still good because I am safe and still living a good life without sickness and diseases even I am working in the place where I am exposed to different kinds of illnesses.
Life is not a fairy tale that every thing we wish and pray happens. The reality of life is harsh and full of trails. Prayer is not answered all the time which also made me believe that there is no God who answers prayer. Answered prayer is just a coincidence or maybe I am asking too much? Though I see some believers who prayed and their wish has been granted.